To be famous...

Almost every little girl, no matter what age, size, talent, etc, wants to be famous at some point in life.  Don't they?  Lately, I've been wondering what it's like to be famous.  Would I enjoy the lifestyle?  Would I end up being one of those douche bag celebrities that sleeps with any guy that walks?  Would I be like Angelina and give back to those less fortunate?  I don't know.  But, I'd like to think I'd be one of those low key celebrities that falls in love and has a family, gives back when I can, but only does jobs that I love.  I wish I had some discernible talent.  I can sing, a little, and dance, a little, but that's it.  I'm in my 30's now, so it's a little too late to start looking for a new talent.  I think I'll just have to settle for looking for that love and giving back when I can.  I have a good life, however, it is sometimes really lonely.  I do love the travelling, but sometimes it's really tiring.  I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up.  I know, aren't I already?  Nope.  Sometimes I just want to be really immature.  I don't want to take care of anyone.  I want to have money to gamble.  I want to be able to party all night and not get tired at 2am.  I want to be able to get any guy I want.  Well, once this weight comes off, I think that might be somewhat possible.  Soon, very soon.  Watch out world.  Or at least Northeast Ohio.