Thursday, June 3, 2010

Realizing a new fear...

So, I never realized it before, but I have a real fear of going to the gym alone. More specifically, for taking a class on my own. I have no issue going to workout on the machines alone, but for some reason, I just can't bring myself to go to a class without having a workout partner. What is wrong with me? There is a kickboxing class tonight that I really want to try, but most likely won't go unless I can get someone to go with.

On the up side, I have been exercising a lot more lately, both at home and at the gym. I'm down a few lbs already. My goal is to be back to a normal weight by March of 2011. That way I can really start shopping for dresses. Have I mentioned my little sister got engaged? I'm so incredibly excited for her. She is marrying her baby's daddy in Oct 2011...lol...I hate that phrase, but had to use it. Anyway, so my goal is to be fit and healthy and happy before her wedding. I think I'm well on my way. My eating has been better, but I still crave burgers and fries. I need to find healthier options that are just as yummy as the fast food. Please feel free to share in a comment if you have some ideas.

So, that's about it for now. Lots of changes happening, but I still feel the same. Maybe once I start dropping sizes I'll begin to feel better about myself.